My life :D

HIHI!

2010-08-31T20:59:00.002+08:00

HIHI!

Decided to blog at this blog because I realised that some people do read my blog!

YES teachers! THAT'S YOU PEOPLE! (:

My new webby is www.sherlinfication.tumblr.com anyway!

So, I went back to my primary school today.

It was fun, everything seemed so small now.

I feel old.

The batches after us, just didn't seem the same anymore.

Everything has changed.

But I guess, that's just the way it is right?

We all move on and grow, but memories are what holds us together.

I really appreciate all my primary school teachers.

Without them, I wouldn't have spent the best four years of my life in Cedar.

All these just wouldn't have been possible.

So thank you, thank you so much.

Words will never be enough to express how I feel.

So, hopefully actions will (:

Mdm lim (:

Mdm Sng (:

2010-07-21T17:13:00.001+08:00

almost a month since i posted here.
HAHAHA.
Sorry, been using tumblr for my photos and memories.
One day when I'm braver, I'll link it here.
Anyway. Life has been boring with studying.
Friends are awesome.
(:
BYEEEEEEEEEE

2010-06-25T22:46:00.002+08:00

I finished all my homework.

IT FEELS GOOD TO SAY THAT!

Ohkay other then extra Chinese, I think I finished all my work (:

Went to AMK library at 10 today! stayed till 5 (:

Anyway, I reached there before it was open.

Guess what, I was secretly counting the number of people there and wondering if I could get a seat.

As expected, everyone CHIONG and rushed into the library.

Thankfully, they ran upstairs while I went to the corner at the first floor.

Rewrote my physics, wrote my points for English, did an Amaths paper from my new assessment book. (: not bad at all!

Read a book there while eating.

Met up with the usual bball gang.

It felt really good.

It has become a habit for me to meet them at least once every school holiday.

I thought I wouldn't be able to do so this time, but I did (:

Saw Leonard, Ivan and Bestie.

Haha, quarrelled with Leonard in a nice way.

" wah liao got who stay at library so long one! "

I stared at him, " ME LOR!"

"Eh no life lor. Last day of holiday still studying! "

I stared at him again, " so I got no life la!"

HAHA.

It was funny (:

Hey always bball people, I really appreciate all of you.

Despite me being me, (being so crazy and straight forward at times.)

you guys have always been there for me.

Laughing together with me, hurling insults and just hanging out.

Bestie: For being the best bestie one can ever have, for being there with me all the time.

I really really love you (:

Ivan: For hearing me out during the worst part of my life. You really made it a whole lot better! Things are fine between the both of us now anyway (: HAHA I hope yours turn out betterrr :)

Leonard: For being, well for being yourself. You have totally no idea how much I crack up at the insults you hurl at Anne and her to you. It's hilarious and I always laugh at it, deep inside. (:

Anyway, this is probably one of my last few post.

Abstaining from the computer after june holidays.

An exact 4 months to o levels, I'm freaking out.

Bye bye freedom byebye!

2010-06-19T00:03:00.000+08:00

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"

Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one

2010-06-16T10:52:00.002+08:00

I know I know, haven been blogging.

My life has been pretty much boooooring.

I really have no idea where my time goes too.

Travelling around in a bus I guess.

Finally had my music exam yesterday.

The examiner was really impatient with listening.

I knew I should have dig my ears before that sigh.

Improvisation was ohkay I guess. I mean, hey I got the question before hand.

I SHOULD ACE IT RIGHT.

But I don't think I did.

Sight playing was just terrible.

But hopefully I can pass (:

Been doing homework and stuff.

Left with:

letter writing/situational writing ( Chinese and English)

Physics.

GEOG ( totally forgot about this! SHIT.)

Yep. pretty much that though physics will kill me.

Need to study for geog too before I can do my homework :/

This week will be fun though.

Outing with SSS and captain Toh!

Shopping with cousins!

Saturday and sunday are reserved for finishing ALL my homework.

I mean ALL other then physics its way too thick, I'll do a few questions per day.

Alright, mummy just asked me to go bath.

Suppose to go shopping again.

Haha. Hopefully I can get a wallet.

I'm taking my mum's LV bag out.

gwaff gwaff! (:

2010-06-11T14:01:00.003+08:00

I fainted on my way back home from the concert.

Well, almost.

I HELD ON (I'm a survivor baby!)

I was walking as though I was a drunkard dude and I stumble into the toilet.

Called my mum and she fetch me home.

You know, the feeling of blacking out is horrible.

It's like the whole world around you is spinning.

Anyway, I woke up in the middle of the night and puke in the toilet.

It stinks like !@#$%^&*().

Being the 16 year old kid, I had to freaking clear up after myself.

I splash bleach all over the floor, perfume in the air.

The smell still stays

Wait....

It's better now. Smells like bleach.

Anyway, my stomach is still churning and I'm afraid I'll hurl my lunch out.

I hate being ill.

The only plus side about puking?

Getting a break from music class because I'm afraid I'll faint half way to lesson.

Losing momentary weight.

2010-06-07T20:04:00.002+08:00

Watching this show on channel 8.
I know how he feels.
Fat kid uniteee.
Sigh, have you guys ever wondered how fat kids like us feel.
It's so terrible.
Like, we get so upset when we go shopping because we can't get the shirt we want.
Everything feels tight.
Mostly, we're wearing size L or XL.
The clothes we get are usually not as nice because well, there isn't any clothes for us!
:/
I feel for all fat kids out there.
BUT THEN AGAIN, EAT LESSER LA.
I mean, I was fat because I kept eating.
So yeah it's kinda my own fault for being fat :/

Anyway, my movie marathon tomorrow is cancelled.
ZZ. I have to go for music class instead.
Which sucks because I'm very sick and tired of it already.
But I will not let myself give up.
Sigh.
This holidays isn't what I wanted.
Can't wait to go out with SSS.

I WANNA BE HOT GORGEOUS AND 28!

2010-06-06T22:19:00.003+08:00

I wanna be 28 now.

I wanna be married to some guy of my dream and have my first kid already!!!!!!

!!!!!!!! I am only 16!!!!!

Someday I'll look back and laugh at myself.

But but but butttttttttt.

I went to Manhattan's fish market for dinner just now.

//Side track, but I couldn't even finish my fish and chip!

LIKE SINCE WHEN HAVE I NOT FINISH MY FOOD! ESPECIALLY WESTERN FOOD!

WHAT IS HAPPENING TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

This baby sitting beside me and my sis turned and smiled at me!

He was so cuteeeeeeeeee!

He was flirting with me with his adorable smileeeeeeeeeee.

*meltxzxz*

I AM SUCH A BABY KILLER.

muahahahhaa.

Ohkay, maybe I exaggerated about the flirting part.

But he really did smile and me and turn back to his parents and then turn to me and smile again!

I smiled and wave and did my zhao pai face at him!

you know, the one I screw my face and look like this:

*meltxzxzxz* he actually giggleddddddd!

I want a child of my own so badly at times like this.

Adorable kiddo

SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

But I guess being 16 is fine too (:

2010-06-04T21:18:00.002+08:00

I got back all my papers.

Such an irony.

The paper i put in the most effort, i didn't do well.

The subject I hate the most, I almost aced it.

I got a C5 for chemistry.

One more mark to B4.

It was rather upsetting because I really study smart and hard for it.

But I guess it just means that I haven study enough.

Overall L1R5 is 12.

I am pretty pleased because it's a huge jump from last year's 22.

But still, it's just prelim one.

It doesn't mean anything.

Gotta continue studying.

Did manicure!

My thumb looks horrible because it's not dry and it's kinda spoiled.

But oh well.

Looks alright from far though.

Went to saw Mark today.

He looks way better (:

Baby came to my house todaaaaay.

It was fun!

2010-06-03T17:31:00.003+08:00

Photos from the Sentosa trip with baby (:

Edited it but it was nice enough anyway. (:

Results today were.....

ohkay so far.

Hopefully tomorrow will be alright.

If not my L1R5 would probably shoot up to 17 with just 3 subjects.

My first A for english in my entire secondary life.

Thank God for His grace.

I need and will continue working hard.

Tomorrow might just be terrible.

i'll show you a pretty finger.

2010-06-01T20:57:00.002+08:00

Not exactly in a good mood today.

I have no idea why.

I was in a good mood while I was at neh neh's house.

Probably started at night when my asshole sister started annoying the shit out of me.

I mean THE SHIT. ( no literally you dumb-asses out there.)

So yeah.

Probably pms-ing too.

Yes whatever, I'm a girl I DESERVE THE RIGHT TO PMS.

FACE IT ALL YOU MALEEEEEEEEEEEEES.

Wait, do guys even read my blog?

Whatever.

Anyway, my left middle finger is painted in a nice shiny blue nail polish.

Why? So I can show you my prettiest picture.

Did hardcore Chinese and I finished my book!

Blade is so damn hot. Gosh, I want a boyfriend like him.

Well, since its a book and I get to imagine who he looks like....

I can so imagine a vampire which appeals to me.

Oooh-la-la.

Ohkay whatever.

Waiting for babe to upload the photos on fb.

2010-05-28T21:43:00.002+08:00

MY FB STATUS GOES:
Sherlin Toh some dude took my towel and dry his little girl. HELLO! just because it's a hello kitty towel doesn't mean its your little girl's towel can! IT CAN BELONG TO A 16 YEAR OLD KID. MAINLY, ME. RAWR

Dead serious about that.
Went swimming with twin and loser. It was awesome.
(:
Went down the slides and all.
Heh.
too lazy to typed about this.

Anyway have you guys watch the show supersize me?
I am going to create a similar teevee show!
It's called minisize me!
Here is how it goes....

Hi, my name is Sherlin and I am here today to do this documentary called mini size me!
I have decided to live only on salad for the next month.
Here are some ground rules.
1) I will only eat salad for all my meals. Yes that includes breakfast, lunch and dinner.
It will be plain salad and only one teaspoon of salad dressing.
2) I will not be allowed any meat unless some one asks me if I want to have meat in the salad.
3) In this period of 1 month, I'll have to eat all the different types of green vegetables.
4) I'll walk to school and come back from school.

" so how do you feel about her mission to do this show mini size me? "
Sherlin's sister: oh please don't let her succeed and be skinny.

HAHAHAH.
just for entertainment.
I am so not going to do this show. I mean, maybe not for a month but for a week.
:D

2010-05-27T21:09:00.002+08:00

Everyone has been talking about DSA.

Sigh, i get jealous because they are good that's why they DSA.

Oh well, I'll study and I'll do well.

I can do this.

Changed my seat for Chinese.

Moved to the front row and Zhongzi is my table partner.

Going swimming tomorrow

woohooo!

>: D

Sentosa on monday!

HURRAYYYY!

But the week to come, studying and music exams.

So it evens out I guess?

Might be shutting this blog after june holidays since I'll be abstaining from the computer.

2010-05-26T17:55:00.003+08:00

I was truly disappointed when we got back our Chinese result today.
I did really badly.
Which really sucks because I did put in effort.
I did my homework, I did my corrections.
But yet I did worst compared to people who didn't.

( I'm just ranting off. I don't mean to offend any one who did better or what so ever.)

I know I sound like some jealous bitch.
But it really hurts when you realise that
after all that effort, it comes down to nothing.
Priyanka told me, 'It's only prelim 1.'

Yeah, I guess so. It is only prelim 1.

To sum it all up, I guess I can only say

I didn't put in as much effort as the rest who did better.

For all I know, they have been doing much more then me at home.

I'll try again. I'll put in twice as many effort as the rest.

Maybe the next time round, I'll do much better.

Sigh :/

I am so disappointed in myself.

But I can blame no one but me.

ACS I came to walk about the IB today.

Seemed rather interesting.

The school fees are a bomb though.

RJC came too.

Thinking about it.

I have made a stand.

I am not going to DSA or whatever.

Basically because of 2 reason.

1) I am not good enough. I doubt anyone really wants me on the team. It will just be a waste of their places. I am way to weak.

2) I want the JCs to come to me, and not me to them.

By that, I mean scoring really well for the Os.

I can do this. I know I can.

Have faith, stay strong Sherlin.

2010-05-25T21:25:00.002+08:00

I have a competitive streak in me.

It gets annoying because I am weak.

Sometimes... urgh, I just get pissed.

Forget it, I don't want to talk about it.

Yau talked about the physics paper today.

I got really scared.

I know I didn't do well, and it scares me because everyone else in class is doing well.

Sigh, this holidays isn't so much for playing anymore.

Went to the library after lessons and spent a good 2 hours there.

Borrowed some books.

As usual, it's all mainly romance stories.

Going to sentosa with baby on Monday

Looking forward to it.

my date with shopping.

2010-05-25T08:34:00.003+08:00

Papers ended yesterday.

Kinda screwed physics up because I didn't know the density of water which is 1000.

But I'm not that upset because I know I knew how to do the question.

But I guess then it's because I didn't study as hard.

So.. I deserve it.

I'll ace it the next time round and the next.

Headed out with the girls after that for brunch and shopping.

(: Saw many clothes but I didn't have the money to buy them.

Awww.

Bought some cute and small stuff that made me happy though (:

Bought ear studs and this really cute earphone.

For a super cheap 5 bucks!

Went around looking for swim suits.

Saw a super cute one at F21!

But I seriously doubt I can swim in it.

It's sooooo... yeah :/

Meet Oddy at Ikea for dinner and shopping (:

Bought some stuff.

This is the shelf organiser I bought.

Oh see the kitty vacuum cleaner? I bought that too (:

(: Happy Sherlin :D

Went to TCC with Oddy for a break.

It was fabulous.

She treat me to it (:

I had hot chocolate and she has some ice coffee.

Ate marble cheesecake!

Headed home soon and I was swaying like nobody's business because I had a headache.

Mummy bought me yet another stitch box.

Heh.

Fixed my Ikea organiser and went to bed after popping a pill.

2010-05-20T14:22:00.003+08:00

Haven been posting/online for a long time.
Thought the biology paper ended early so shall update a little.
The reason why I haven been online is because I made a bet with C that i would last off the computer till prelims are over.
Which I did............ until now.
HAHAHA.
C, i don't care if I lose the challenge/bet.
HAHA :D
Ohkay I do la, but yeah... (:<
Anyway, number one super update.
I HAVE A NEW BABY COUSINNNNNNNNNNNNNN!
He's called baby.
I mean, they haven given him a name yet or from the last I knew, they wanted to call him Lucas.
They, being my auntie and uncle.
:D Here are the picturesssss.
Bought him this shirt. (:
So sweet right!
Wanted to get him a batman suit.
But they were too bigggg.
HAHA (:
Off to amaths.
byeeee :D
PS, it's been so long since I used the com. I keep pressing enter instead of backspace.

2010-05-09T17:54:00.001+08:00

Happy mother's day mummy!

I love you very much and I appreciate all the food you buy me.

Especially when you think I'm starving myself.

Sometimes you surprise/shock me with your generosity mum, but I am getting used to it.

haha.

Nah, I am still shocked by your actions.

Love you mummy!

xoxo.

2010-05-08T17:51:00.002+08:00

I just finish a maths paper so I thought I'll give myself a break.

Have to start on the second paper soon.

Been reading up on physics and chemistry and doing maths.

I can't seem to get the motivation to do biology though.

I am seriously so tempted to just drop biology but I know the inner geek in me will never succumb to it.

Chiong la!

Been thinking a lot recently.

So sick of everything at times.

Sheesh.

I must persevere on.

Everything everything will pay off.

Gosh, it's only prelim one and I'm acting like the big O is here.

Screwed/Motivated much?

2010-05-07T20:40:00.003+08:00

I found someone new! (:

Kelvin Wu.

Gosh, he's so adorable and cute.

I love him to the maaaax!

Look at his shy and adorable looks!

I love black hair guys!

I will never want to marry a Caucasian ( I think so!)

because I really have this thing for guys with black hair (:

2010-05-06T22:08:00.003+08:00

Things that make me happy.

Compliments, dancing and new contact lens (:

Told my mummy that I needed new contact lens because my were old.

We had some Slovenian dance today during jogging!

It was fun because me and loser kept laughing :D

Compliments! My granddad asked why I suddenly lost so much weight.

Teehee. I know, I'm a sucker for compliments like this.

Biology spa tomorrow.

Pray for me! (:

I need to really focus and get my ass moving.

Haha.

Anyway, I keep getting major head aches.

): It sucks.

2010-05-05T19:25:00.002+08:00

Have been pigging out on the couch after I came home.

WOOHOOO.

SS/GEOG and the languages are done (:

SS and Geog was tough.

The languages were moderate?

It was tough also I guess.

Shall wait for the results to come.

Shall start hardcore for maths and science tomorrow onwards.

muaha. (:

I have nothing much to say. teehee

Byebye :D

2010-05-04T19:23:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday C.

xoxo

2010-05-02T16:03:00.002+08:00

I hope everything pays off.

All the hard work, all the sacrifices.

My body's taking a toll.

Off to do more work. bye bye! (:

2010-04-30T16:43:00.002+08:00

Haven really been posting pictures on this blog.

Edited the picture I took from X country.

X country was crap.

Remember how I decided to walk?

I ended up only walking about 2k and sprinting all the way to the finishing line.

I was totally dying.

It was worst then running at constant speed.

I just stop making myself depress by looking at the weighing scale every morning and night.

Staring my my tummy.

I am perfect the way I am.

"Nobody can make you feel inferior without your consent."

- Eleanor Roosevelt.

Nobody can.

2010-04-28T15:01:00.002+08:00

I was tossing and turning in bed last night.

Despite the huge headache, lyrics from wait for me came into my mind.

Darling do you know what I prayed about you.

Praying you would hold on, and keep your loving eyes only for me.

I am waiting for, waiting for you darling.

Wait for me too. Wait for me as I wait for you.

I nearly died.

Kept forcing my mind to stop thinking.

Then came in geog examples.

Tropical rain forest 10 degrees N and S of equator.

Buttress roots to support their weight.

Wide spread ans shallow roots as they do not have to tap deep to get water.

....

ADB lends money to villages in Indonesia.

Some sleepy tirumoyo.

I was totally exhausted.

My mind was super active and I was so drained.

Managed to fall asleep somehow.

Woke up at 530 and was too tired to go to school.

My head was still pretty much darn active.

I guess after hours and hours of lyrics and geog examples hunting me, I just collapsed

and when to bed.

So there. Woke up at about 930 had breakfast and did maths.

I pretty much slack around a lot by reading my storybooks.

I'm testing sean on chem now and trying to test myself too.

See how much I can remember without studying.

Heading back to geog and SS pretty soon (:

2010-04-26T18:29:00.003+08:00

Today was awesome.
Half day tomorrow and x country on Friday.
Thank God for the extra time.
I really really really need time to study.
I can feel myself starting to focus on my work and I love that feeling.
(:
Going to study with kelshi tomorrow!
MAC'S BREAKFAST BEFORE THAT!
HURRAY!
I kept whining to kel about mac's in the morning before I had my recess.
After having the brownie cake that ruthy made, I shut up and didn't want anything anymore.
:D
Have I mention this?
My family thinks I'm starving myself.
My mum buys me truck loads of food and ask
me to bring it to school, eat it and still buy food for recess.
My sister thinks that I'm starving myself and she asks me to eat too.
I so do not starve myself mum, sis.
My dad doesn't see me eating so I don't think he notices anything.
Anyway, I'm currently waiting for my crab sticks to defrost so I can cook them for dinner.
I'm preparing my own dinner!
My mum who has more life then me is out for a dinner with her friends.
My sis is working and I think my dad has to go back to work too.

Sometimes, I wonder if your status is directed to me.
Then I think again, I guess not.
But then again it's not exactly good.
I've no idea what you've been up too.
But who gives a effing shit about it?
I am nothing to you.
I'll get you out of my mind.
At least for the mean time.
Nothing, nothing will take away my focus on my studies.
I can do this. I so can do this.
Ps, its still the same. Ich liebe dich.

2010-04-25T21:34:00.002+08:00

It's tough maintaining 3 blogs.

Actually it's 2.

I know, I'm such a weirdo.

Anyway, does anyone remember/know the last hymn we sang during church?

I really like that hymn :D

This coming week is crazy shit.

Biology mock tomorrow.

A maths mock and Cedar's got talent on Thursday.

I'm thinking about not going for Cedar's got talent if joey doesn't get in.

Cross country on Friday and I'm in competitive running.

Yeah who am I kidding (:

The entire bunch of us will be bringing our camera and we'll be walking 3.6km

I've to fully memorize all the geog and SS stuff and start working on my sciences.

After prelims, it's time for hardcore music.

I've to memorize all the chords.

7 different keys.

Major and Minor.

3 inversion.

3 chords per inversion.

That's about 7x3x3x2=126

126 chords for me to memorize.

Don't get my started on all the flats and sharps I've to watch out for.

Co-ordination of fingers makes my fingers sore.

I've yet to finish my arrangement.

Changing from C to A.

Sigh..

I'm dying man.

But somehow, I do enjoy playing the songs.

I like the satisfaction of having the examiner telling you this after you finish your song.

" You must have practiced really hard! "

I like the feeling of passing the exam and feeling so happy!

I can do this. I can I can I can.

ACE ACE ACE ACE.

God, please give me the strength and the wisdom and guidance to pull through all this.

Cast thy burden upon the LORD,

and he shall sustain thee:

he shall never suffer the righteous to be moved.

Psalm 55:22

2010-04-24T21:14:00.003+08:00

Bought my new bag!

It's adidas! :D

The guy who served me was super duper cute!

Anyway, I wondered if I made the wrong choice by taking the music exams.

Sigh.

This sucks to the max.

2010-04-21T21:00:00.002+08:00

STXL: I'm going to eat you pradaaaa!

Prada: ):

Pam: O:

Prada: Hmmm?

STXL: What are you looking at! ROAR.

Pam: haha.

STXL: LOOK! giant and baby paperclips!

STXL: Why are you ignoring me
Pam: mmmm,

STXL : Yaye food!

Pam is reading.

STXL *pouts*

Pam: Oh?

For your entertainment (:

2010-04-17T09:47:00.002+08:00

My chinese teacher.
She is a chiongster.
(:
But I like her very much.
She is always calling us *inserts name* tong xue!
She gives us lessons to do our homework.
She really really wants to be on the newspaper I think.
I mean, she wants the whole class to get A1 for HCL!
But she decided against that after seeing us all suffering from the homework.
(:
My lao shi always buys us candies and milo packet during remedial
I think she is awesome! (:
LAO SHI LAO SHI LAO SHI! :D

2010-04-15T18:20:00.003+08:00

Saw PP on the floor today ):

Must have kicked her down by accident when I was hugging her yesterday.

Sorry babe, you did ask me to take care of her d:

Listening to what hurts the most now.

Tests are piling up.

Mum's bringing me to a tuition center for biology on Saturday.

Been trying to save money and cut down at my food intake at the same time.

Managed to save about 20 over bucks this week which is awesome considering my

allowance is only 30 bucks per week.

Raid the refrigerator and found this :

The picture says it all, so I finished it.

The strawberries inside were AWESOME!

2.4 tomorrow, physics mock tomorrow, EYD tomorrow.

I am boycotting it along with neh neh pink buddy and all.

I mean, they just randomly told us it was EYD and expect us to dress up?!

*inserts angry face emotion here*

Well, don't expect me to pay just to dress up when I am all hot and sticky after 2.4

I am just plain lazy too :/

2010-04-14T16:20:00.002+08:00

为什么我看到的每一个背影都让我想起你呢？

记得当时走在你的背后的感觉是多么的美好。

很怀念当时的你，当时的感觉。

但为何又走到今天的这张画面呢？

Test and all were so so I guess.

Gonna start studying for physics.

2010-04-12T18:33:00.002+08:00

Created a new blog at tumblr to post all my pictures (:
Get the link from me if you want
(Which I seriously doubt anyone would.)
But nevertheless, its for me to look back.
I want to buy canon s90.
I have currently $26 in my camera fund.
The camera cost $699.
Anyone want to contribute to my fund?
:/
Mummy afforded to pay.
But I really want to have a camera called mine.
So I told her it's alright when it is not.
IT IS KILLING ME INSIDE BECAUSE SHE ACTUALLY WANTS TO PAY FOR IT!
That aside, I'll have to share it with her :/
She's getting me a laptop though.
She keeps telling me that but I told her after O levels then shall I get my lappy.
Camera camera.
trying to spend $2 per day so I can save $20 a week.
<3 Can't wait to dabble more in photography and editing!
Well. After O levels! :/
Studied chemistry before going online.
heading to grandma house soon.

2010-04-10T20:52:00.003+08:00

Went out with the ladies on friday.
(:
I drank frozen strawberry margarita!
It was a little bitter and sweet at the same time.
I love it (:
well, don't feel like posting anything except the drink.
Managed to catch up a little with captain Toh today.
Had fun with her.
I miss B div 09 so much.
It was awesome.
The best few moments of cedar life.
I wished I'd treasure it all a little more then.
:/
Studying with baby tomorrow (:
Excited!
Miss my silly billy baby.

Side track.
Saw her blog.
I wondered what would have happened if i didn't let you go.
Would things have been different?
I guess so.
Maybe.
But what I know is that I didn't regret what I did.
It wouldn't be fair for you to wait for me.
I would be a selfish person.
I don't feel anything now though.
Just want to find out how it would be like if things ended up another way..

2010-04-07T21:28:00.002+08:00

I feel fat.
My hair is so thin and horrible ):
I feel really ugly now.
Tried taking photos ( YES. I cam-whore even when studying.)
and it all turned out horrendous.
):
Horribleeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Side track.
Watching a date with the vampire.
Or something like that.
The show edison chen was acting in.
I thought he was damn hot, until the sex scandal.
:/
Boooo.

2010-04-07T16:25:00.002+08:00

Have I mention how screwed bio SPA and physic mock turned out to be?
No?
Well, here it is.
IT IS SCREWED.
): <
Tedious cutting!
Had salad and 1/4 of udon mee for lunch! (:
The salad was awesome!
Anyway, have I mention that I'm going out on Friday! (:
muahaha.
Shall go study now.
Anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTIE! (:
I love you loads!
Oh, and I missed my BFF show even though I rushed home ):
Crappy shit ):

2010-04-06T22:17:00.001+08:00

Natalie wong made me choke on my food when she came to my table and pose for project runway.
I just went WOO...*chokes*
Everyone saw that. Oh yaye.
Bio spa tomorrow.
I've got to go sleep now.
Anyway, I am pissed off that N check my shirt today.
I think I'm the only one.
Gosh, I get the point I look fat.
But I don't use draw strings.
I am actually smart enough to buy a HUGE shirt ohkay!
Wahliao.
And since when does a nerdy trip science class has girls with short skirts!
==

2010-04-05T20:38:00.002+08:00

Edited by shifu.

I actually took the candle picture and passed it to him.

Awesomeeeee.

Check out his blog at:

Leavethe-heart.tumblr.com

Check out his works.

Yeah I kinda started like photography because of him.

I mean, after lookin at his works and stuff (:

2010-04-05T17:46:00.001+08:00

Ran 2.4 yesterday.
My timing was 2 mintues worst then last year.
O: 2 MINTUES! LIKE GOSHHHHHHHHHH.
Need to run more. ):
Went to ikea anyway.
Sheesh. I did a little physics just now.
I seriously think I am done with physics.
I am not sure.
Memorise venice points more or less.
:/
I'm just not sure.
sigh.

2010-04-04T22:07:00.002+08:00

Dear S,
I love you and I wouldn't want anything/anyone to hurt you.
( I know what that means and he know what that means. For all you busybodies, it's not that type of love tyvm,)
I wish I could share your misery too ):
But whatever happens, just don't get hurt anymore alright.
You looked so sad and depressed then.
It was so unlike you.
Gosh, why does she have to do this to you?
):
I'm sorry to hear that.

2010-04-04T15:18:00.002+08:00

Woke up bright and early for church today.
(: Sat with Charmaine and Debs.
Had breakfast after that! (:
Yum I love the carrot cake!
Came home and I slept.
Tuition is cancelled for today!
Gonna really start on SS.
Have been procrastinating a lot.
): Sigh.
I need a good study place.
Any recommendations?
:/

I..
I'm at a loss of words to talk about you.
Shucks.
You make me sound so silly all the time.

being in loveeeeeeeee

2010-04-03T21:02:00.002+08:00

Your heart skips a beat when you see him from a distance.
Up close, your heart just doesn't listen anymore.
It's awesome to be in love right SSS! (:
Just seeing the cute face makes you smile the whole day.
I know I know I know!
(:
Sighhhhhs.
Being in love is probably the most blissful thing ever!
I am so excited for you SSS! (:
Jiayouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.
I'm waiting for good news yeah!
<3

2010-04-02T15:26:00.002+08:00

Decided to just aim to finish all my homework today.
Tomorrow and sunday, physics and SS here I come.
Which consists of Chinese and more Chinese.
Drained.
I have yet to finish one ke tang zuo ye at all.
I'm dying to visit the library to get more books.
But the books seem t be my distractions.
I keep reading them and never seem to get any work done.
Gah.
I'm gonna lock the computer out of my room and really get started on my work.
Rah.
I can do this.
I can finish my work.
COME ONNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!

2010-04-02T12:10:00.002+08:00

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up.

It those kinda days where I feel life sucks.
Yeah again.
Slap me, I'm being a bitch.
I don't care.
I just wanna roll around in my bed and sleep.
But I can't.
Tons of chinese homework.
I have got to start studying.
But I am too lazy.
Gah.
I am still pretty pissed over certain stuff.
It's like. URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhh.
But whatever.
I don't give a shit about it so there.
Back to chinese.
Sheesh.
Why do I have to answer questions about why the author heard her grandma's voice?
IDK!?! I am not her and she just freaking heard her grandma voice!
Like I give a shit about that.
Sigh.

2010-04-01T21:08:00.002+08:00

Went for training today.
Don't get me wrong.
I like training with my juniors and all.
They are fun and annoying which makes them the bombx.
It's just that, I feel a need to dedicate more time to studying now.
Officially step down is on the 27 of may.
Gosh, prelim would have almost be over then.
:/

I remembered how I said I wanted to be a nurse when I was younger.
Then as I grew older and knew what was expected of a nurse..
[ you know, (drag the 'you know' in a long voice!) the poo clearing and injections. ]
I decided to be a teacher.
Then, I realised that the pay was really little and I couldn't control myself then.
I came to Cedar and decided since sec 1 that I want to be a taitai.
It was the more suitable job for me.
So the one and only goal was : find a hot and rich guy who loves me for who I am.
But recently, I read a book that my twin lent me.
One child.
I felt a urge to be like the teacher. Torey Hayden.
I want to be a child Psychologist.
I want to make a difference in the life of others.
I want to bring them out of their box and show them new things.
I want to be the one whom they can trust.
I don't want to live this life aimlessly, not contributing to the life of others.
Not making a change in the life of others when I know I can try to.
But deep down, I know it's tough work.
I might just bend and break under the stress.
But I know I can try.

Hmmm.
Realised I need to do sciences and maths.
The arts would be good too.
:/ I need biology more then physics though.
Sigh, this dream might not come true so easily.
Sheer hard work.
I should put my dream occupation list like this.
1a) Psychologist
1b) TaiTai.
haha.

2010-03-31T20:56:00.002+08:00

It didn't occur to me that the center was on the same line as W.
Screwed up my maths test pretty badly.
Lost at least 12 marks.
Surprisingly, I didn't cry.
I didn't break down.
I knew I panic and all.
I knew I could do it after drawing the diagram.
Which I did but it was way to late.
Oh well.
I'll do the corrections and get it all right.

Headed home after that.
Managed to study Venice.
Only about the rise.
I feel drained.
Eating my dinner now.
Tuna sandwich.
I need to trust God.

Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches,
in necessities, in persecution, in distress for Christ's sake:
for when I'm weak, then am I strong.
2 Cor 12:10

I truly realise that I am weak.
Very very weak without my God.
I think I can do everything and I feel that I can handle everything.
When in fact, I can't.
I admit that at times it's really hard to trust in something you can't see, can't feel.
All you have is faith.
It gets tough at home when no one really understands.
But somehow, after praying and all.
Everything feels much better.
For when I am weak, then am I strong.

2010-03-30T21:30:00.002+08:00

Been feeling very happy recently.

Well, not happy happy happy.

Just happy.

Have been staying back at word space all the way till closing recently.

I like word space (:

Did maths today.

Twin was with me till her team PSL!

Then Ann, MingZhen and Ainsley came along.

This one, confirm maths genius.

Trigo buddy. HAHA we did the questions together!

This.... SLACKER.
HAHA.
Nah actually I just managed to catch her at the moment she was using her phone. (:
She asked for another shot but I refused! muahahah.

So yeah did trigo and plane geom though I am not too confident yet :/
Came home and read SBQ techniques.
Shall rest early today!

yes, my mum bought the tissue box thing.

She bought a new towel too.

My room is offically stitch invaded. (:

2010-03-29T21:45:00.002+08:00

You became more charming.
Really, why haven I noticed it before?
Oh. Maybe I did but it wasn't meant to be mine.
I couldn't touch it, much less grasp it.
There is always a distance between us.
When I move away, you move in closer.
When I move in closer, you drift further.
It is like a tango dance.
Rhythmic, appealing and attractive.

Joanna: I won't give up! (:
Hey debbs! (: Thanks for the advice (: Anyway when is the good friday service? Haha I didn't go to church on sunday! ):

2010-03-28T10:14:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry I forgot.
Your message is still in my draft box.
I didn't send it because I didn't want to think about you.
I'm sorry.

new skin!

2010-03-27T23:30:00.002+08:00

Changed my skin (:
Anyway, I am still in the breakdown zone.
Nearly cried today in music class.
I get easily agitated and I still cry easily.
But it's better.
I'm in better control of my emotions now.
Thanks for the concern people.
Mainly my family and those who knew (:
To a special someone who was there.
Thank you.
Yes, I am referring to you Sean Teh.
Haha. Re-read through your messages.
Encouraging. I am not being sarcastic here.
(: I won't give up!

Had ice-cream!
Hagen Dazs is the bomb!
(: Watching inuyasha now.
Did chem and maths today morning.
My eye bags are half gone because I slept at 10 yesterday.
But it will probably be back again tonight.
Oh oh oh!
Borrowed books from the library.
Read 3 books already.
One child ( Lent by twin. It's awesome)
Do-over ( Sequel to royally crushed! GEORG IS HOT HOT HOT! <3 )
Weird. ( ummm. nerdy teenage romance. HAHA )
So yeah. Should be sleeping already.
My dad is asleep on the floor. Haha.

2010-03-25T21:43:00.002+08:00

I officially broke down today.
I just cried when I did a maths.
Everyone just left one by one after finishing their paper.
I couldn't leave.
I couldn't finish my paper.
I couldn't answer the questions.
I don't care if anyone thinks I am weak.
I am. ( ohkay so the being a happy teenage says I must not say stuff like this. )
I am not happy at all.
I did the paper until 530.
3 and a half hour.
and I only finish it because I looked at certain parts of the solutions to understand it.
You don't understand.
I DID CIRCLES YESTERDAY TO PREPARE FOR THIS.
I could do the questions.
I felt like a dumb idiot sitting there staring at those numbers.
Nothing came into my mind.
Nothing.
I practiced maths.
I used to love maths.
I used to be bloody freaking good at maths.
I am stress beyond words.
Came home and forgo my favourite TV show.
I sat down and did circles.
I can solve 90% of the questions now.
I took out chemistry and tried to do it.
I couldn't do it.
I wasn't sure about my answers.
I rewrote my notes just yesterday.
I could answer questions yesterday.
Today, nothing.
Nothing.
I still can't do chemistry.

I broke down in my room once again.
My mum came in and asked what's wrong with me.
I just started bawling my head off.
I don't feel like talking.
She just left the room.
I just stared at my work.

I could have jolly well just scream F and give up.
I could jolly well just admit I have a learning disorder or I am plain dumb.
But no, I am not going to admit to it.
I am smart. I can do this. I will achieve good results.
When the o level papers come, I WILL ACE IT.
I am not going to wallow in self pity.
I am not going to admit defeat to this failure.
Perseverance.
I will work my butt off.
If the smart people take 2 hours to do this.
I will do until I FINISH it and I get every single question CORRECT.
I don't care if it takes me all night.
I will work on getting my answers.
Then on my speed.
Then keeping speed and accuracy.
I can do this.
This is a one time thing.
I am not going to break down again.
I am going to ace everything else.

I feel better already.
Much more motivated.
If I ever say I want to jump down from my classroom.
( Like how I did today in remedial, though ruthy said I wouldn't fit in. Thanks a lot.)
Slap me. I cannot give up.
Perseverance. Perseverance.

2010-03-24T22:03:00.002+08:00

Went with Nat to free cone day on Tuesday.
Ended up paying 70 cents for Mac's ice-cream and enjoying myself instead of queueing for 45 mins to get a stupid free cone.
(:
To all those losers who queued 45 mins for it, MY ICE CREAM TASTES BETTER! :D
Nah, you're not really losers. If I had time, I would queue too.
Bought hardcandy!
They are awesomeeeeee!

Went to Bishan Library after remedial with Ruthy!
It was quite productive.
I recopied all, YES ALL! My chemistry notes (:
Happy Sherlin!
Bought physics TYS and fulscape and a rough note book.
Reached home at about 8.
Bathed and did circles!
(: Managed to do it except for one question which ruthy is gonna help me with!
Redoing English now because I decided to listen to Mr S.
Read through the questions and answer to see if I answered it.
Searched the dictionary for words I didn't know and used the thesaurus in a bid to improve my vocabulary.
I hope everything pays off!
Effort before Harvest.

2010-03-23T21:49:00.002+08:00

Team south! x3

The most enthusiastic team who does the waveeeeeee!

One thing I learnt from Mr Teoh.

" The game is about making your teammates look good. "

2010-03-21T18:56:00.001+08:00

Praise the Lord for His grace.
Praise Him for His healing wonders.
I truly thank God for His awesome miracles..
MARK IS AWAKE! (:
Thank God for that!

2010-03-21T14:04:00.002+08:00

When i read princess diaries last night.
It hit me.
It's like how she felt with Micheal.
I closed the book.
I went to bed but I was awake the whole night.
At first, I started to shiver and I cried.
I know how that feeling felt like.
It was sucky.
Gosh, tears just rolled down like like..
raindrops.
I miss you.
I really do.
I guess feelings don't fade that easily.
Just because I stop talking to you for a week, I think I stop liking you.
If it was that easy, I would have realised it 2 and a half years ago.

2010-03-19T11:57:00.002+08:00

I still want a tongue piercing.
Gosh, it looks really really cool.
I want a helix piercing too!
(: < But I'm super afraid the person will pierce wrongly!
Still considering about that.
Life is boring now.
Gonna start studying at 1.
Anyway, yesterday's outing was awesomeeeeeeee!
Debbs shouted at the wrong house "auntie chweeeee enggggggg"
while the rest of us just ran away.
It was hilarious.
Played games and watched the end of the spear.
It was a really good movie.
I think everyone should go watch it.
It might be hard to understand at first, but later on, you will get it.
Had rides home with Isabel, Edelwisse and Daniel.
Sent edelwisse then Isabel and me and Daniel home.
Realised that Daniel lives really near me! Haha. (:
Wanted to write about some other stuff.
But.. Some other day (:

2010-03-18T15:23:00.000+08:00

Almost done with homework.
Either that or I just wanna start studying.
Current electricity is killng me.
I rather do static electricity.
Hurhur.
Outing later on!
HURRAY :D

what i did today.

2010-03-17T22:55:00.002+08:00

DOMOKUN! <3
Walked like crazy today.
But the stuff I got were soooooo little!
Bought a tee.
Ribbon hairband.
Undergarments. I TELL YOU, they are chio to the max!
Like seriously (: PINK and White with flowers or something.
Had dinner with cousins and uncle and aunite at momoya.
Super full! (:
Happy sherlin means a good thing (:

I think I look super uber cool here.

2010-03-17T09:19:00.002+08:00

All star was yesterday!
HAHA WE GOT 1st from the back! :D
But, despite it all, I can totally say that we're the most bonded team! (:
The pictures are with me but I can't upload it cause idk where the cable are!
Sorry all star players.
WILL upload it as soon as possible.
Was fun playing and everyone was laughing at poor sheena's leg.
GET WELL SOON SEXYAE (: <
I love south! (:
PSPSPS! I SHAKED HANDS WITH EYECANDY 2! (:
AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Things aside,
woke up at 8 today.
Gosh, did my chinese homework and I'm gonna get back to studying later on.
Finished chem ( or at least what I knew of chem.)
Have to study for physic, but I'm gonna do my chem notes first.
Shall once again stay up late today.
Couldn't stay up late last night.
Knocked out at 9.30
Anyway, congrats to ST for getting your award.
Waaaay proud of you and I mean it (:
Take care of your hand and don't hammer it again.
HAHAHAH :D

I stopped thinking of you so much.
I guess it's over.
Stop doing what I always did when I used the computer.
I didn't realise it till just now.
I laughed at how silly I was last time.
Haha.
I just hope this time round, there won't be another like yours.
I mean it (:

2010-03-15T19:25:00.002+08:00

HELLO!
Finished all my homework other then Chinese.
Almost done with chem notes!
At speed of reaction now (:
Tempted to cut my hair back to spikes.
Haha. I KNOW. LOOK LIKE A BUNG.
But I grew long hair because of someone and I don't see the point in it now.
Anyway it's a warm now a days.
I'm just dying here at home doing my notes.
Just finish eating my yellow watermelon
I love it so much! (:
Much better then the red watermelon :D
I wonder how watermelon grew from the flowers!
How does watermelon flower look like?!
Ooo. googled it. It looks pretty!
I want triangle watermelon square watermelon! (:
Hurraaaayyyyyyy! :D
Watermelon crazy :D
Anyway, I want to go piercing.
Helix piercing (((:
Watching cruel temptation.
I want to slap that bitch's face.
Seriously let that man go off.
What's the use of getting his empty shell with no feelings ( filling HAHAHHA!)
Eh hem. So yeah.
*rolls eyes at all the couples*
15 year old girl dating 24 year old guy.
16 year old kids getting pregnant.
AIYA. Just wait for the right person to come.
Tskkkkkkkk.
Ohkay shall stop using the computer. byebye! (:

2010-03-15T10:27:00.001+08:00

HAHAH OHKAY.
I'm gonna marry JUSTIN BIEBER :D
He's so cute! (:

2010-03-14T19:56:00.002+08:00

Refer to my blog dated 15 nov 2009.
I wrote that once I got over my crush, I would write about it again.
Maybe its time to write about it now.
Maybe its time to reveal and spit out everything.
All those small fonts in italic, it was about him all the while.
Let's just say, he made me a better person.
I always believe that God sent him as a channel of blessing.
Whenever I had any problems, he would be the first to know.
Other then God of course.
The reason why I'm in triple science?
It was partially because of him.
(Though, I would have probably still choose trip and regret not taking lit as usual. )
The reason why I study so hard.
The reason why I did so many other things.
Him.
It's freaky really.
I'm not with him yet he motivates me to do so much.
I love how the way he smile and all.
But now, not anymore.
I have to admit I waaaaaaas getting a little crazy.
But somehow, things just didn't end up that way.
Feelings fade as we stop talking as much.
But I still do and always will treasure him as a friend. (:
I am not revealing his name. But close friends will know.
It's obvious really.
Sigh, its nice to get rid of all this in my heart (:
Yes yes, his picture with me is stuck on my notice board at home.
Oh yes, I have a book where I wrote down scribbles about him when he was being nice or mean! (: <
No one can pretty much ever replace him I guess.
I can't believe I actually liked him that long.
Haha. (:
But all these are and will be memories (: <
Haha. Hey you, I'm over you! (:
But nooooo, I'll still look to you for advice and help ALWAYS.
I can truly now say this with no heartache.
I love you very very much (:

nah just another update.

2010-03-13T23:52:00.005+08:00

Meet the parents session.
I took some one's time slot.
HAHA.
Not my fault please!
I didn't even know I was suppose to be in the 2nd session!
So generally, the comments I got were...
" She's very responsive and motivated. "
" She is very hardworking and always tries her best to answer questions "
" She answers all the questions in class but outside of class, she doesn't ask much questions. She should ask more about the harder questions and improve. "
Results are super like a sin and cos graph.
Fluctuate like crazy.
Finished one maths worksheet and maths paper 1.
Will complete all my work by tomorrow.
I hope I do!
Tuesday is gone since I have SPA and all-star later on.
Waste of my time since I won't be selected for combined.
Too noob :D
Have to make use of the rest of the days and start revising! (:

Sean is telling me some ghost story now.
Freaking me out.
Some stuff happened to him yesterday.
):
All over though (:
Go and sleep.
2 hours of sleep isn't enough silly!
You will just kill yourself

Table! Shifted my stuff to the left so there's more space for me (:

My new shelf chucked with books and assessments.
HAHA I still keep my enid blyton books. Memories please!
Tilt your head to see it! HAHA.

You know, it's been truly amazing how my life changed since I confessed my sins.
I never felt so secure, with some one to lean back on no matter how tough life gets.
I don't get the 'lost' feeling anymore.
Even if I rarely do, I know who to seek and ask for guidance.
I pray that I'll never ever stray from the path you have lit up.

Thy word is a lamp unto my feet,
and a light unto my path.
Psalm 119:105

2010-03-09T22:08:00.003+08:00

Went for brisk walking. (:
Stop and watch some people playing ball.
Ahh.
I wish I were a guy.
Then I'll be able to move so quickly!
By the way, since S became my El teacher,
I have been really really conscientious about my grammar.
I keep reading a sentence over and over again to see if everything flows well.
I know, WOAH.
I'm those kind of person who will not usually take a second look at sentences I write.
But still, there are mistakes no matter how much I look at it.

Teehee.
Shall head off to bed soon (:
Whiny kid says I sound happy.
Hurray. My facade is working :D

2010-03-09T19:28:00.003+08:00

My throat feels like that is something stuck inside.
Maybe it's those words that I want to say to you, but it somehow got stuck on the way out.
It hurts so badly.
It is so sore.
I dose down loads ( and I mean LOADS) of drinks.
But it is still stuck there.
So how?
Shall I tell it all to you, or live with the sore?
I decide, I tell myself.

Spend my precious 3 hours after school (which ended at 1130)
heading to mustafa to search for joey's Polaroid film.
Bought my super duper thick bio TYS.
Yes, I AM GOING TO ACE THE NEXT TEST AND SHOW W I CAN DO THIS.
From today onwards, 9 MARCH 2010. ( it is 9 march right?)
I'll ace every test I have all the way till next year so I can get my 9A1s!
Must start studying and revising slowly first.
So I don't burn out. (:
Going to start studying soon.
Gonna run at 9.
The weather is so hot.
I can't stand it anymore.
I try to save Earth by not switching the air-con.
But by 2 am in the morning, I switch it on.
Haha. Hey! At least I save Earth 3 hours per night!
(:

2010-03-08T20:39:00.003+08:00

So, i flunk bio by 1 mark.
Cancel those stupid mistakes ( 3 marks) and I could have pass.
Didn't study hard enough so I can't blame anyone though I cannot adapt to W's teaching.
I think W thinks that I have AP.
I can't help it if my face is like that.
I just don't smile when I'm focused.
W said " so you just want to get a C6 for biology for O level?"
I replied " Errrr. I don't know. "
I feel like slapping her plastic face.
Who the hell wants to get a C6 for O level.
Everyone who is anyone wants a perfect score.
Not just 6, but 9 A1s.
I am, anyone and everyone.
Mum has been searching for biology tuition for me.
Anyone any good recommendations?
I will stop watching television and put in more effort to study.
// Crap I wrote put in more effort to run at first.
When results stop showing, everything gets harder.
Really.

Cried today watching Dear John.
It was more about the family part then the lovey-dovey stuff.
Miss a certain someone so much after watching it.
But, I am not going to tell that person that.
Ohkaaaaay, I might. I don't know.
Ate with PBF winner dodo and twin.
Deposited my money into the bank and went home.

There's some all star training on thurs.
I know its a good thing and a once in a blue moon thing.
But though I told the other 3 that we shall go together,
I am not sure. Am I wasting my time there?
I pale in comparison to the other 3, don't even think I get to play or whatever shit.
I'm not even sure if it's like confirm representing the zone.
Might be better off studying instead.
I really don't know.
I think I should ask if its included in my testimonial.
If it is then I should go.

Chasing after time.
Chasing after the impossible.

2010-03-07T08:30:00.001+08:00

Talking lesser and lesser.
Feeling lesser and lesser?
I'll never find someone who makes me feel the same way you do.
Not exactly the same.

2010-03-05T22:26:00.002+08:00

Maybe, I'm growing up too soon.
I wished time would slow down.
So drained.
Finish work after work.
Meeting deadlines after deadlines for school work.
Having to manage problems regarding issues.

Side track, but beautrice just said I don't look like I'm from 4c.
I look too fun and cool, and I look like I don't study.
( totally positive though :D )
THIS IS SO WRONG. I DO STUDY!

Anyway, growing up too fast.
Have been slackiing quite abit.
Didn't really read up my stuff other then chem.
Shall do more assessments tomorrow.
Talked to grandma today about what I wanted.
Obviously since Oddy came back with her results that are not too bad (:
Grandma said if I did achieve it, she would give me 200 bucks.
Asked grandpa if he was showing his support.
He said, I am your witness to what your grandma just said.
Haha.
If I did get what I wanted, I wouldn't mind even if grandma didn't give me that 200 bucks.
What I want would be enough to pay for the future.
Have to work harder!

2010-03-03T20:49:00.004+08:00

Physics spa.
It was tough.
But I managed it somehow.
Thank God for that.
Others kinda screwed it up. ( I am not even sure if I did. HAHA.)
But fret not! We have 2 more to go.
I bet you girls can totally ACE it.
Plus, your theory is much much better then mine.
So don't worry and be happy! :D
I got my first A1 ever for chem.
Hurray! But it's quite pathetic.
First A1 in sec 4. Well, better then none, and more to come!
:D I must must must work harder.
But the motivation gets hard when you realise that sometimes, results just doesn't show.
Well, I shall motivate myself! (:

Who wanna meet up with me during the holidays to study?
Hurry come and chope date!
I got chem SPA on tues though!
LAI LAI LAI.
I need a study buddy! :/
Anyway, I realised that school is a really condusive environment to study.
I can spend 2-3hours there doing maths. (:

I am going to write my chem notes now. Byebye! (:

2010-02-28T20:23:00.002+08:00

Pretty much everything scares me when I'm in my glasses.
It's like I've transformed into an ULTRA geek.
I went to try and get my address changed the first time.
The policeman scared the shit out of me with stuff like this.
you know, the ICA have to confirm that you live there and the trust thing...
I got freaked out and just said.
You know what? I have no idea what you have just said. I'll come back with my parents later.
Sheesh.
Went back with my dad after jogging ( BY MYSELF! ): ) and dinner.
The system is down =.=
Wasted my time walking down there.
Anyway, I have loads of stuff to talk about.
But it will be on my private blog.
To all you losers ( i don't mean it lah) out there.
HAVE FUN SEARCHING :D

2010-02-28T17:34:00.003+08:00

Got a hello kitty cake this year as usual.
4 years straight except this year one is mini.
(: Only ate it today because I was soo full and fat the past few days.
Got to go change my address at the police station later.
Have been slacking and not running for 2 weeks including this.
Haha. LAZY.
But I've been cutting down on my food intake though.
Does it help? Please say it does!
My weight is still the same but my tummy looks bigger!
): WO YAO PAO BU!
Level outing to a play to kill a mocking bird.
I rather a outing at sentosa actually. But oh well.
Sheesh photo taking soon and my hair is in a mess.
If I let it down I look like a lianxz.
If I don't I look like a geek.
So how?
Shave it bald!
HAHA.
Shall go trim my fringe tomorrow, or should I?
Shall look like a nerd on photo taking for class.
GLASSES >:D
By the way, my whole bed smells like Baby's perfume!
Haha that silly PP made my whole bed smell like perfume.
Alright I shall go jogging now and also change my address.
5 rounds around bishan active ( which is damn little judging from what I have eaten.)
here I come! (:

thats all i need.

2010-02-26T17:39:00.004+08:00

Because that's all I need.
(:
So how are you feeling now? you're 16!
Ummm. Nothing actually.

Well, that changed soon enough.
Today was awesome.
I thought that my sweet 16 will turn out to be
geeky 16 because there was school and all.
But noooooo.
Everyone made it fabulous. (:
Hey guys. Thanks for the gifts, hugs, letters and msges.
Really appreciate it very much!
Here are some pictures!

I've got a fan mail!

Sherlin Toh, Hollywood actress babeh! I live in CALIFORNIAAA :D

Thought the 7 of them bought this at first!

But it turned out to beeeeee.

Beside each other..

All the other pretty stuff inside (: STITCH GALORE!

STITCHES IN MY ROOM :D

Hello kitty slippers from auntie (:

Pelle Pippy, PP for short (:

All the letters and stuff stuck on my board (:

Thank you all for the stuff people!

The 7 of them :
Thanks for buying those stitch stuff for me! I really really love it (:
Those messages and the fact that you guys were always there for me are the best present you guys could have given me every single day! (: Love you all! (:

Bballers: Thanks for the wishes and all. The cards are pretty kay!
I really put it on the board! (: Can see both your cards! (: ILYA

Baby: Haha thanks for PP! (: She's gonna be on my bed with ILT and WOOGI (:
She smells like you! (: Ps, I'll provide TLC! haas :D ILY

STXL: Thanks for waking me up in the middle of the night with your horrible singing! Haha (: LOVE YOU LAH BI BI MARLOW!

C : Thanks for that verse. That's not the first verse you've told me.
I remembered the first verse was

Hide not thy face far from me; put not thy servant away in anger: thou hast been my help; leave me not, neither forsake me, O God of my salvation. Psalm 27:9

Although I keep bugging you to bake me cookies.
Haha, I really don't need them at all. (:
But, IF YOU WANNA BAKE, I don't mind!
The verses and encouragement you give me whenever
I'm down or discouraged is more then enough.
Thanks for being there all the time.
ILY :D

2010-02-25T21:46:00.002+08:00

1 more day.
I don't feel the least bit excited.
What does everything in the world mean to me if there isn't you?
I doubt all those things that we discussed will come true.
So, it doesn't matter at all.
Shall blog more about my day tomorrow.

I'm important to you (:

You made me smile despite the bad stuff that happen.
Love you so much (:

By the way, my sis is really dumb.
She thought she would be working for $25 per hour.
Turns out its only $6.25 per hour.
She forgot to multiply the number by 4.
HAHA SUCKER!
Maths in practical situation.
Time to apply it :D

2010-02-24T20:43:00.003+08:00

Be a man and admit you did it.
Seriously.
No point punching anyone who says anything bad about you.
If you are not, then why are the talking about you?
Listen here, YOU ARE A TERRIBLE PERSON.
Come, punch me for all I care.
urgh loser.

2010-02-24T19:46:00.003+08:00

Hello!

So chem and maths and bio are done! (:

HAPPY!

Kendra's here to stay over.

But poor me still has school.

Should pon it!

TEEHEE.

But, being the guai student I am. (:

I won't.

Slack a lot today.

Rewrite a little of chem.

Shall have some fun today (:

Just took a random photo.

Here it is!

Unglam to the max cause I was during a screwed up face.
Haha In my PJs too!
:D Oh well.
What's a blog without unglam pictures.
FREAK.
Just jammed my ankle in a weird weird way.
DAMN PAIN.
URGH.
2 more days and yes, i am still not excited.
Haha.
Responsibilities at 16.
Urgh sucky!

lousyyy

2010-02-22T20:38:00.002+08:00

It's one of those I don't want to be bothered days.
Somehow I am so tired.
Ran my own during jogging today.
Just felt like running alone with no one around me.
Don't ask me why.
4 more days and I'm the least bit excited.
I was suppose to be excited.
But I am not.
No idea why.
Everything is piling up.
Feel like a total bitch at times.
( ohkay, bitch just isn't the right word but I can't find the word to describe it.)
In short, I feel like a loser.
This feeling sucks.

Btw, I passed chem. :/ just pass but better then nothing!

2010-02-19T23:29:00.002+08:00

My mum's watching Glass Trap now.
FYI, it is a show about giant ants eating people.
Ohkay. Apparently, they just played some music and the ants ran away.
They "hear" by vibration so the music has a loud vibration.
Woah. Learnt something new today.
Anyway, school pretty much sucked today although its friday.
Yours truly flunk her chem diagonstic.
Yeah, I know, how ironic.
Diagonstic is supposedly easy and you have to take it only if you failed EOY.
( Well, until they decided the whole level should do it. )
I passed My EOY.
I flunk diagonstic.
Get the link? THERE IS NO LINK!
): <
I WILL NOT FAIL ANY MORE TEST.
URGH.
Need to finish my work,
Need to go do someone's present and by tonight.
Then tomorrow and sunday, mug mug mug!
This year, it's gonna be different.
No more playing and slacking around.

2010-02-18T21:31:00.002+08:00

I printed your photo and stuck it on my room, I miss you.
I took a look at those smiles and it reminded me of what we used to be.
A picture paints a thousand words.
Our picture? It paints a million words.

I am dying from school.
Overload of work.

2010-02-17T21:58:00.001+08:00

You know its love when...

You do stupid thing while waiting for him.
You re-read the messages he sent.
You.........

So how do you know its love?
(:

2010-02-17T18:43:00.003+08:00

Wasn't feeling at my best today when I reached school.
Partially because I was tired and my eyes were swollen.
( I got into a gang fight.. Believe?)
Anyway, it got worst because I went to the canteen
and the rest were like
Eh must do SD worksheet a not?!
Put me in the suckiest mood ever as I took out my papers and do my work.
Realised the rest didn't write it on foolscap and I did.
WASTED MY FOOLSCAP AND WAS PISSED OFF!
Well, class was a disaster.
English TA on the first period.
Whee.
After physic remedial, walked out with nehneh.
Bought an ice-cream! ( GUILTY! ): )
Took my bus home.
Nearly fell and leaned onto some SA guy who was shocked.
Thankfully, I didn't fall.
Was feeling super shitty went I alighted at CHS.
And then, I was pissed off to the maxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.
As I walked pass CHS, there were loads of CHS people as usual.
They stared at me like I'm some sort of a nerd/freak.
Like HELLO, I KNOW I AM WEARING MY SPECS AND I LOOK GEEKY.
But, do you all have to stare at me like I'm some POW being paraded?!
*rolls eyes*
I am seriously intimidated by the CHS people when I wear my specs.
Urgh the nerdy me.
If I was in contacts, I'd BOX you if you stare at me.
muahahaha.
Unless, you were staring at my beauty.
muahhahahahahaah!

So, I was really pissed till I reached home.
Went to my room andddddddd.
MY CANOPY IS UP!!!!
(: <
My room looks like a princess room!
I was sooo happy.
My light switch was replaced to a pretty one too! (:
180 degree change of mood! (:
Headed down to develop some photos and my mood became better as I thought about what made me happy.
Realised that I got my first A1 ( I know, pathetic loser) for AMATHS.
FYI, my amaths has never gotten higher then a B4 since I started it last year.
(:
Then, I realised dodo gave me a rose pen!
First and probably ONLY rose for Vday.
But it is pink and I was really happy (:
So you see, the day turned out well (:
Gonna have dinner now.
Toodles!

2010-02-16T21:42:00.002+08:00

Dressed like a nerd today.
OHKAY EPIC FAILED.
( Is that how you used epic? HAHA)
Ended up looking like a guy.
TSKK.
But oh well at least I tried a different look (: <
Pictures are up on fb already. Thanks to SSS.
I MISS MY SSS LIKE CRAZY!
HAHA Against your school SSS! (: <
CNY at jiaolian's house was fun! (:
Gonna miss my jiaolian next time!
Don't wanna play under anyone else!
:D

Talking to CHAR NOW! :D
I MISS HER SO MUCH TOO!
It's been so long since I talked to her.
Char, after O level we go choing AUDI! :D

You know, meeting you and talking to you has been a miracle.
Audi best friends.
We can still talk despite being in different CCA, school.
We're like from two opposite side of the world.
Yet, we got together and became friends (:
I thank God for letting me meet you char!
I LOVE YOU! (: <
No matter what happens, I'll always be here for you alright!
Just msg or call me!

School starting tomorrow!
Shall try to go early so that I'll be in the school mood.
TGIW!
HAHA.
feeling HIGH now.
Toodles!

2010-02-15T11:34:00.001+08:00

I know that sometimes saying sorry isn't gonna make everything alright.
Saying sorry doesn't make you stop being mad.
But, I'm sorry.
):

2010-02-14T23:48:00.002+08:00

Valentine's day.
Wanted to make this sad, but S.T say look at the bright side.
So,
So what if you're single?
Go out and party!
Say Yaye if you're single and happy.
I'll take the lead.
YAYE!
Come on people! SAY YAYE!
S.T you say YAYE TOO! (: <
Happy V day allll.
If nobody loves you, I love you and so does God (:

2010-02-14T22:49:00.003+08:00

HUAT ARH!

Haha. The ah lian streak in me.

Anyway, chinese new year was pretty alright.

Just had my bird nest, I hope I become prettier and

Priyanka wins her bet next year. (: <<>

Cousins coming over tomorrow to look at my *new* house.

Baking cookies tomorrow (: <

For Vday present and for eating!

I went jogging today! Tried a different route.

I died, seriously.

Stopped and walked after reaching thomson from bishan to amk.

Walked a little and ran to bishan again.
The next jogging session shall be better!

Shall sleep early today.

): No roses this year for V day.

I am super sad.

I got one plush rose last year from baby.

HELLO, CAN SOME RANDOM GUY BUY ME A ROSE?!

I don't wanna get any from a girl anymore.

( Not that I don't like it! I don't mind!)

But yeah!

Picturessssssss (:

Heading to the beach HAHAHHA!

Mum's side.

Dad's side without the two elder cousins who are 24 and 21.

Welcome to my blog shop! HAHA!
But yeah I wore this today (:
I likeeeeeeeeee!

2010-02-13T16:24:00.003+08:00

I sometimes sit down at night and think too much.
I wonder if someone else is taking up your time.
I wonder if you're treating her the way you treated me.
It's scary how I can wake up in the middle of the night
with tears on my face and not knowing how the heck I cried.
It's freaky.
I wished you never appeared in my life sometimes.
I really do.
But if you didn't, I would be a completely different person.
So, what did you do to my heart?
It keeps screaming for you.

reporter yo. Cedar VS SGCS

2010-02-12T23:35:00.002+08:00

Yours truly was the reporter of sherlin's blog today.
The sun was scorching hot.
The players put on sun blocks and the passion
for winning was like the burning star in the sky.

The game started with the line up.
You could see the intensity of the game as fast passes by Cedar dominated the court.

But SCGS was not to be beaten. They replied with a quick score.
The first quarter ended with cedar leading by a slight margin of
7-4.

In the second quarter, the game became more aggressive as more
contact fouls were being called.
Many fell to the ground as they tried to keep the ball in game.

However, Cedar managed to keep SCGS down to a mere score of 1.
This was when the gap started becoming further.

Screams from the SCGS coach could be heard.
Desperate calls seems to perk the players up and they started moving faster.

It lead to Cedar players becoming a little more anxious.
Miss passes could be seen and the captain and surrounding players
started shouting to ask the players to calm down and play their game.

In the 4th quarter, it was clearly a one sided game as the
SG of cedar shot in more shots.
She was on form and played a good game.

Cedar won 28-10 in the end.

////////////////////////////////////////////

Brought to you by your reporter, STXL :D

HAHAH! I decided that I could be a reporter and writer (:

Was looking like some auntie during the match cause I was busy carrying my

umbrella and snapping pictures :D

Tried to post the post in really neutral stand.

HAAHA! Eh who wanna hire me for their company next time? (:

Call my number!

2010-02-10T18:52:00.002+08:00

Remember those faded paths we used to tread upon?

2010-02-09T22:11:00.002+08:00

Just finish writing V day message for the class people, those I'm closer to
and the sec 4s bballer.
): I wished Priyanka's bet came true and I was booked for the year.
Haha, ohkay I guess my textbooks and notes have booked me.
If every thing I studied pays off like physics did, I would study so hard.
Focus focus focus.
Did an extra 4-5 questions for practice today only.
Darn, I have to work harder tomorrow.
Bio remedial tomorrow.
Ugrh ):
Have to go sleep.

I wished I fell in love with you instead.
Oh wellxzxzx.

2010-02-08T19:31:00.000+08:00

I like this picture alot! HAHA
I don't look like a nerd in school uniform!
(:

To, Someone called S :D

2010-02-08T18:47:00.002+08:00

Hey, I am so glad for you!
It was sooo terrible seeing you sad for the past month yet being unable to do anything as a friend.
I felt quite helpless because I knew nothing much about what was REALLY going on between both of you.
But, it was quite a relief when you talked to me just now.
I mean, it's nice seeing a (: because I think it was ages since I las saw it!
And and, I know you might TOTALLY not appreciate this.
But, I'm always here to offer a listening ear alright!
:D Focus on O level for now!
You'll find someone better! :D
Say YAYE to freedom! Haha! (:

not I but christ.

2010-02-07T17:02:00.002+08:00

Oh to be saved from myself dear Lord.
Oh to be lost in thee.
Oh, that it may be no more I, dear Lord
But Christ that lives in me .

I've been to far away.
Too far away from my God.
I know I sinned, I neglected the time meant for Him.
I have been too caught up with the things of the world.
How could I be so silly and dumb?
He's the one who provides for me need.
He gave me everything and is always there when I need Him.
Oh teach me Lord, teach me to do things they way you want it.
(:

hopefully interesting post for you, W.

2010-02-05T23:03:00.003+08:00

Took and edited by yours truly (:

I should make my blog more interesting because people actually DO read it.

I know! Big news! (:

Found it out only today when W told me.

SOOOOO.

I shall blog about things that are rather interesting.

( At least I will try! )

Might be going shopping tomorrow with the clique.

I don't know.

Haven really been in a shopping mood recently.

I shall see how it goes! (:

I have been a really good girl and I have been studying.
Wei C, you see this I STUDIED :D

I feel a little more confident about mol calculations :D

Which is good news.

Hmmm.

School was as usual.

Touch rugby is fun! Though I hated it the other time.

Miss P was calling pamy Pam Koh then Joey and I did the same thing at the same time.

* makes a yo yo hand signal and go*

Pam kohxzxzxzzx.

Funny to the max.

Didn't change to any home clothes today for the donation drive, but I donated.

Assembly was like zzzz. Ended up talking about o level chinese with Nat, Twin and Joey.

Apparantly, Nat thinks I'm crazy to go memorise phrases for chinese.

Had chem remedial after school today.

I really really pray that I get a nice graph and I won't blank out for calculations on monday!

Chem spa! ):

Headed out to ben's and jerry later on.

Had a great time talking to baby and stuff.

Tired out.

Went to popular and got my stuffs!

YAYE FOR NEW BLACK PEN! (:

W saw me on the way back and he msged me.

Msged about JCs and stuff while I was on the bus.

My life seems to revolve round JC, studies, L1R5 and school.

Best manxzxz.

The reality of having to study and make sure I don't fall behind is kicking in.

Focus Sherlin, focus.

As W said.

" 9 more months to freedom. "

9 months is such a long time! :/

Anyway, went for a night jog with daddy just now (:
Feels super good
Probably work off those fats already (:

We seemed to have ran faster today! :D

Going for another round on Sunday!

I should be sleeping now.

Shall wake up early to do some homework tomorrow.

Love peace and I love you (:

2010-02-04T18:37:00.002+08:00

Genius are not made, they are born.
I am not born one, so I'll never be a genius.
HOW SAD.
Hardwork pays off?
Maybeeeee.
School was be crappy.
I studied chem and I still flunk the pop quiz.
Not a 4/10 type.
I got 1.
I am damn pissed and stress.
URGH.
I am going to get my food now.
Watching my show till 8 and start studying.
CHEM SPA is on monday.
So dead.
Got to get those mol calculations right.
):

2010-02-03T21:34:00.002+08:00

I don't know why, but this feeling of insecurity lingers on.
I know I know I know that you're not mine.
Not even thissssssss * pinches fingers together* close.
But somehow I grew so used to having you around.
):
Move along Sherlin, move along.

I love my class.

2010-02-02T19:06:00.002+08:00

Friends make my day.
I am so thankful to have pamela, priyanka, twin, nat, dodo etc etc the whole 4C around.
They really make me laugh my ass off.
Recess today was the bombx!
Laughed like some craaaazy ass.
But fast forward and I realise, all the SPAs and test and coming up.
Trigoooo sucks.
I have to memorise all the formula! ):
Markers are like monsters, waiting to grab every one of my marks!
): <<<<
I am not going to let you do so for SPA or any common test!
You'll see a perfect piece of work that will make any marker melt from a monster to a pixie!
HAHA I have no idea why I choose a pixie but yeah! :D
Within my grasp.
P-I-A.
Just saw an advertistment. I wanna eat soyjoy! ):
I am really hungry now! Why am I such a piggg! ):
Oh oh oh! There were talks about running 10k/42k together!
I AM SO EXCITED!
Let's run together friends!
Hahaha repeated scene of last year X-country.
" Eh we run 10 poles walk 10 polls lah! "
" ON LAHHH! "
Hahaha And Pamy was like
" You all bluff people one lor! Say walking then I see you all run so fast! "
" Eh we were last in the whole level leh! WHERE GOT FAST! Last part then we sprinted! "
*Burst out laughing*
I love my class.
OH.
I hope natalie puts the video of BANANA MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN on fb.
Don't tag me though. Totally spoil my image.
HAHAH! I seriously think I do retarded stuff in class.
:D

2010-02-01T21:21:00.002+08:00

We lost.
So what?
We know we are the best.
We played to the best of our ability.
No one's fault, because NO ONE is able to make our team fall all by themselves.
(: So cheer up people!
Sec 3s, jiayou for next year!
sec 4s, as much as we don't want too, its time to focus on studying.
I am quite sorry that I haven been a good captain.
Always screaming and all, but at least you guys don't have to hear me anymore! :D
Haha. This is life, someone wins and someone loses.
Face it, we can't be all winners in terms of results.
But we can be winners in term of spirit! (:
Cedar Basketball B div 10.
Something to carry with you for the rest of your life (:
As usual after every lost.
Defeat will prove to be the greatest asset in time to come.

So, since we're out.
I made a exercise routine with my daddy.
Friday and Sunday nights for running every week.
This saturday we're gonna get my bike and cycle from toa payoh to bishan.
And I'll jog 3 weeks then cycle one week!
I WANT A RED HOT BIKINI! :D
Randooooom but yeah! I wanted one since last holidays! :D

Don't say I'm not serious about the game because here I am laughing after a lost.
I just decided that there's no point crying over something that is over.
I love the team very much alright! (:
I don't wanna see blotchy red eyes tomorrow!

love hurts, love stings but we still fall in love.

2010-01-31T22:08:00.003+08:00

It’s hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone when your heart still does.

She never knew she stepped into the wrong storybook.
She thought that he was the perfect guy, her perfect guy.
But she knew she was wrong..
The moment he took another pair of hands and walked off.
She could only gaze at the figure disappearing in the distance.
She prayed with all her might that he might look back..
So she could catch a glimpse of his dark eyes that were so mesmerising.
She thought of those times she spent with him.
Those talks and walks in the garden where they could be anything they want.
Those days were gone.
Gone for good.
He was leaving..
Suddenly, she stood up and started sprinting.
" Hey wait! "

" Who is she? Is she calling out to us? "
" Hey, can you give us a moment to talk? "
" Yeah sure. "

" Hey _______, I always wanted to tell you this.. I.. I love you. "
" .. I.. I'm sorry. My heart's with her, not you. "
She smiled.
" I.. I knew it all along. I just wanted to hear it from you. Well... Good luck with her then.. "

She walked off.
She knew it deep down.
She just wanted it hear it from him.
She grabbed what was left of her belongings and left.
He never knew how much she longed for his heart..

He turned away and walked off.
A tear rolled down his cheek.
She never knew how much he wanted her as well.

HAHA SUCKER STORY.
There's a blank in between because I couldn't think of a nice name for that guy!
The dialogue are complicating I know! HAHAHA Go figure!
Sudden image in my mind.
(: I am gonna sleep and chiong for tomorrow's match!
Lead me oh Lord!

hair (:

2010-01-31T14:48:00.001+08:00

I like my hair today.

Hopefully it stays like that all the way (:

CHIOOOOOOO~

2010-01-31T09:51:00.003+08:00

Major headache so I decided not to go to church.
Would have probably fainted or crack my head.
Haha.
Reached home at like 12 last night.
like woah.
Movie was great and all.
Miss time spent with spastic! (: <
We fought like on the floor because she kicked my butt.
Shannen took the video down.
Darn it, I look like a bad kid.
But then again, when was I ever a super good kid.
HAHA!
Was in class recently talking and all.
Realised that everyone in class was super afraid of me when I stepped into 3C 09.
HAHA. That's rather cool right?
I came in with as a smashing person and I'll leave as a BOOMING person!
I really need to start getting my butt into assessments and start doing it all.
Been really slack recently and C has been telling me to study study study.
I know, and I will listen.
So study study study.
On the plus side, this is the first week in AGES that I finished my homework on fri night! (:
Gonna get my assessments out and start studying after breakfast/lunch. (:
I am a nerd I have ~~almost~~ no life.
I have to get the drilled into my mind.

So damn attractive.
Get out of my mind please.
I hate the fact that I think about you.
I should be thinking about the heart in BIO the protons in CHEM and the electricity in PHYSIC.

- Dad just called me -
He asked me to watch this old lady dancing like a 20 year old woman.
Haha. He said my eyebags were gone and I look pretty! (:
TEEHEEE.
I AM PRETTY :D